acidfairyx:

y2kbae:

✨💖💎y2kbae 4 Eva💎💖✨

🌸️🍼🌴aciidbae💿✨🚬

acidfairyx:

y2kbae:

✨💖💎y2kbae 4 Eva💎💖✨

🌸️🍼🌴aciidbae💿✨🚬

one night the man I love showed up at my door, told me it was over, wouldn’t give me a real reason why & immediately & completely blocked off all forms of communication & cut me out of his life. I still have no clue what happened. When I run into him in public, he doesn’t speak or make eye contact and pretends like I don’t exist. so um…I guess he is evidently just going to pretend like he never knew me and im just a random stranger from now on…ok then. I really don’t know why and i guess i never will *shrug* I know that someone who could do something like that to a person doesn’t deserve my tears, but I have cried every single day for the past six weeks. That must be the most pathetic thing you’ve ever heard, right? I mean, it’s pretty pathetic. Nothing I’ve felt before has prepared me for the constant, debilitating, never-ending devastation of a truly (forgive my  triteness) broken heart. Can’t even sleep to get away from it. I have dreams about it. I promise I do feel stupid & guilty for feeling this way, when there are so many more important things going on in peoples’ lives & in the world. But I can’t seem to stop it. And this isn’t the kind of thing I should tell anyone. But the catharsis is the best thing ive felt in a while.

Like omg he cried in front of me and told me about all his feelings and holy shit I want to fuck the shit out of him.

I’m def almost a 30 year old woman bc I met this guy and he’s really comforting and articulate and kind and warm and well dressed and has a good job yo. And he treats me like a real person and not just a sex object. And has not made a move at all and OMG I need the D.

You have this one life. How do you wanna spend it? Apologizing? Regretting? Questioning? Hating yourself? Dieting? Running after people who don’t see you? Be brave. Believe in yourself. Do what feels good. Take risks. You have this one life. Make yourself proud.
(via moonist)